Life, or something like it.

Alright, some of you will get this right away, and some won't, but here's my song of the day (week):

"Way Away" by Yellowcard

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here,
it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here,
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here,
I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say,
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything


Today is one of those days when I just wish I could go driving, with the music loud enough that I can feel it in my lungs. I want to be able to relax, and enjoy life, not to have to be responsible. I wish I could freeze time to give myself a chance to absorb all that's happened to me lately, but I can't, so I keep getting bounced from one extreme to the other, until I feel like a ping pong ball. To make it even better, half the ppl I know are also having issues right now, which makes get togethers interesting to say the least! Speaking of which, troupe mage game was last night at my place, which means that today I get to go home and clean, blah. I usually don't mind that much, but I feel drained right now, and cleaning isn't an activity that I enjoy, regardless of what ppl might think (obsession doesn't equal happiness, remember?). Today, I have more ppl coming over, although a bit later this time, just to crash after game of the month, and I think until then I'll hide, since I'm feeling really anti-social right now. I love my friends, but I'm starting to think off running off to a cabin in the woods again, so before I start going on a rampage, I'm going to take some me-time!